the love i tried to show to you

by lilly.exe

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about

so we went stargazing,
and you know, maybe you still remember
it was a cold day outside, and we were talking;
and although the sky was not clear,
the stars could shine right through it.
you said, you could not find home
i looked up, to the sky
as it appeared to be empty,
but still not clear, as if it were
a sky full of broken dreams
and i looked at you, the tears;
they began stumbling down
my face,
i thought that i
i
i had lost you
but in the end, i told you:
a home, that is, not somewhere, but someone
but, your eyes, they looked so empty.
so full of nothingness
so full of dreamlessness;
i could not even put my feelings into words, so i just screamed to the heavens with all that my lungs could give me.

but i could not scream.

but i could not scream.
but i could not scream.
but ì c̴ouļd ͡not́ ͜s͟crea͡m͏.͞
b̡u͉͉͇̬̕t̢̩ ̟͎i̦͇͚͚͙̻͔ ́c̷̘̫̤o͖̳͙̲̙̕ͅu̡̝̯̰̮̭l͇̝d̵͕̫̯̮̞ ̬͜no̴̗̳ṱ̤ ͍̮͖̝̣̜ͅs͕̣͓c̸̼̝̬̬̲̙r̳̺̻̬e̱̰̗̘̬̹a͝m̵.͕̻̫̯͎̣
b̬͉͢ú̪t̡̹̭͉́̕ ̴̙̩i̟̫̫ ̸̷͏̭̯͕͍c̴͖̲̦̱̪̤̥̮̜͞͠o͉̘͎̺͢u̵̵̙͙͖̳͖̜͜l̵̜̺͓̮̮d̶̡̟̠̤̖̼̭ ̨̳͚̗̜̹̼͜ͅn̴͈̻̠̦̼͕̳̝͟o҉̛̮͖͇͕̦̝̙̤t͖̲̮͇̜̕͡ ̮̪̻̙͈̕s̱̟̪̤̀͘c̸̤͖̤̥r̷̴̝̬͍̯e̛̫̯̭͚͡a̡̠̦̘̩̼̻͈͢͠ḿ͓͚͙͍.̴̜̬̱͡
b͇̝͔̙̞́̓͐̓͐͆̃̇̓uͦ̓̒̈͗̂̇̓̆͏̧͓t̵͚̺̭̠͌̌̿̀̏̊͝ ̲̻̗̩͖̟̝͓̈ͨ̉ͣi͔̫͍̘̲̣͚͍̍͜ ̘͔̝̑͛̀ͣ͘͞c̵̤͍̙ͭ̈͗͒̃͋͘ͅo̢̭̯͈͓̱̥̪̎̔̽͒ͣ̇ͪͩ͞u̟̟̼̩̲̞̱̰ͦ̾̑͗ͤ͐́l͙̦ͨ̿̓̒̉̀͘d̢͉̱̹̦̝̘͓ͥͯͮ͋ͥͧ̊̀̕ ̷͎̳ͦ͊̑̃̔̒́n̼̯͔̪̝̥̣͙̒͊̎ͮ͋̏̀o̹̥͒̔͌͗ͣ̎̌̕͡t̢̛͉͕̭̣͂ͨ͜ ̛̮͕̩̬̣̪͍̃̅̈͑̈́s̉̇̏ͥ͘͏̟̼͕̝c̼̣̦͖̫̠̳̿̇ͬȓ̵̡̠̺͚̬̻̪̞ͨ̇ͯ͞e̜̺̯ͬͭ̃̇ͫ̾ͩ̊ͫ͝a̠̻̜̿̈̐ͥ̕ͅm̜͇̠͇ͪͪͯͦͭ͗̓̽̽.̢̤̗̅ͣ̂ͤ̆̄͘
b̸̢̤͐̇ͣu͕̦̞̱͈̹̽͢t̳̤̳̠̮̱̫̿̓ͮ̓̍̑̚͟ ͐͋҉́͏̜̳̦̭͉̝y̴̡͖͈͍͓͇̯͍͆ͯ̀o͔̝͉̗͉̮̽̒ͦ̋͟͡u̩̬̰̟̼̟̳͚ͪ̏ṛ̷̱̲̥̫̈́̓͌̑̀͞ ̖̲̫͚͋̏͊͑͋̚͠b̯͚̻̖͓̲̭͍ͭ͑̓ͅl͂̆҉̲̥͕̘͇͕͈̮͍͟o̶̲̥̫͓͉ͫ́̌̋͊͐o̵̰̯̰͉̙ͬ̽̌̐ͩd̬̜̣̪̬̖̳̄̃͠͠ ̶͍̙̻̬͔͛̅͟t̸̢̝̪̙̻͋ͮ̃́ͅä̞́͗͜͠ś̛͍̃̃ͣ͒ͧ͑͘t̓ͪ͌҉́҉̬̣͚̖ẹ̪̬͆ͬ̊̾̐̓̑d̨͎̦̪̩̘̫̏ͥ͊ͤ͂̉͑͢ͅ ̵͒̀̈̔̓̾ͩ̽̑͏̵̖̤̞̩̞s͇͎͕̙̭ͬ͂̈́ͪ́̈̀̅͆͟ơ̥̞̆̃͗̾̓͢͞ ̡͍̟̟́̎̄̾̈̾ͮ͜͞ģ̶̳̦͕̌̆̾ọ̰̪̱̜͓̜͒͌̂͂ͪ̽͆̀̕o̷̜̭̮̪ͥͧ̒̍̓̚d̘̤̫̥͔͌̋͒͞.̯̭͊̽́ͫ̔͟͞
b̸̙͎̲͈̹͖͜͠ṷ̡̡̻̫̤̫t̼̬͇͎̩̯͞ ̛͏̻̲̯͕̯̦̬̗̜y̳͜͝o̷͏̷̭̟u̯̜̥̙͚̜͚̤͘͟͝r̭͈͔̻͇̟̥̀ͅ ̵̠̟̺̮͕̩̠̤͘͞b̶̵͚̥ͅl̸̶͈͍̖̩͕̯̼o̪͔o̖̰̙͎̥͖d͏̛͖̥̠͓̬̣ ҉̶̫͔̩͙̟̭̹͡t̡̪̣͚̠a͏̥̠̝̱͖͈̻̳̕ś̞͠t̷͙̳͇͔͓͎͟͝e҉̦̺͓͚͈͢d̺̰̜͎͠ ̝̳͕̪̯̬̯s͍̩͚̝̺̪͍̝͞o̢̼̖̠͖̺̥͙͈͢ ̡̠̟̯͍̝̮̞̀͡g̡҉̨̱̼̝o̘̖̙͓̩̠̟̕ͅo̴̰̳̖̭̞d̥̼̳̝̳̙̮͉̕͝.̙͍̦́̕ͅ
b͟u̜̜̱̝̕t ̦̠͓̦y͉̘͇͕o̳̰̯̰̩̻̼u͇͍̺͈͠r͍͢ b̟͓̝̞̹̥͠l͙̫͍ͅͅo͓̰͕̯̭̻̲o̢̗d͕̪͕̞ ̭̯̰͚͖͔t̻͔̻̳̰a̡̹͔̲̮̟͉s̟̮̟̻̻͍t̙̱̜͘ͅe͓̤̜̦̭̣̬d̮̞̙̱̹͇͈ ͏͕̦̠s҉̗͚͓͙̠o̱̪̪̰̳̟ ̤͍̳̪̱͟ǵ̯o̙̻̙͓͖̱o̭̗̳̮͎d̖͇͘.̠̺
b̕ut̨ ̛yo̶ur ̕b̸l͜o͘od̀ t͘a̡stèd ̀s͡o go̧od͞.
but your blood tasted so good.
but your blood tasted so good.

i'm so sorryi'm so sorry
i'm so sorryi'm so sorry
i'm so sorryi'm so sorry
i'm so sorryi'm so sorry
i'm sᵒ ˢᵒrryi'm so sorrʸ
i'm so sᵒʳryi'ᵐ ˢo sᵒʳʳʸ
i'ᵐ ˢᵒ soʳʳʸⁱ'ᵐ sᵒ ˢᵒʳʳy
ⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ˢᵒʳʳyⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ sᵒʳʳʸ
ⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ˢᵒʳʳʸⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ˢᵒʳʳʸ
ⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ˢᵒʳʳʸⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ˢᵒʳʳʸ
ⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ˢᵒʳʳʸⁱ'ᵐ ˢᵒ ˢᵒʳʳʸ

ʸᵒᵘ ᵏⁿᵉʷ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ⁱ ᵗʳⁱᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ˢʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘ


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released November 27, 2016

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